I’m not the girl you tell your friends about.
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Updated 8 years ago,July 25, 2017
Im not the girl you date.
Im the girl you think about dating.
God & Man
Im the girl you flirt with and hit on but thats all it is.
Im the girl who will always be there when you need me to be.
The one who shows how she feels a little too obvious sometimes.
God & Man
Im the one you know you could have if you wanted to.
But the thing is all you really want is the attention.
Because I dont keep you guessing.
I dont keep you on your toes.
I dont play hard to get.
Im not the girl you tell your friends about.
But I am the one thats in the back of your mind.
Im the girl you might talk to about anyone or anything.
Even if it hurts me to hear.
Im the one who will boost your confidence when your heart gets broken.
Filling your ears with compliments.
Because thats how I truly see you.
Im not the girl youll lose sleep over at night.
Or fall head over heels for.
Im the girl who hasnt given up on you.
The one who has won over your heart slowing winning a piece of it.
No matter how many times you tried to deny it.
Im the girl who got into your heart and life carefully.
But Im not the girl you date.
Im not the girl who needs a lot of attention.
But I value what you do give me.
Even if its less than I deserve.
Im the girl who will forgive you when youre wrong.
Because I understand anger is really masked pain.
And Im the one you might always take it out on.
Knowing Ill forgive you.
Im the girl who will answer your text embarrassingly fast.
Im the one who will open every snap the second I get it.
And look at every story first.
Im the girl who will blow up your notifications.
Because in a generation I fail to understand apparently thats showing you care.
Im the girl who will always give more than I get.
The one who starts every conversation.
The one who makes every plan.
The one who doesnt meet you halfway but you dont have to raise a finger.
Im the girl who will give her best.
Because thats all I really know how to do.
Im the girl youll always think is right there waiting.
Until I get tired.
Tired of trying to prove I deserve you.
And when I get tired enough.
And itll break my heart to not look back.
Itll break me to learn undo you.
Because youve become a habit.
The girl you know would be good for you.
The girl you look for every reason not to take a chance on.
But when its over.
And Im the one that gets hurt.
Im the girl youll look back at with regret.
