I am not over being the one but I am over being a what if.
I am not over the memories that haunt me every night before I go to sleep.
I am not over how beautiful you would make me feel.
kevin laminto
I am not over the way you would look at me.
I am not over the years we have.
I am not over all the effort you put into breaking down my walls.
Im not over the fact thatyoure weirdperfectly matchesmy weird.
I am not over that you give me what I need before I ask you to.
I am not over that you showed me a love that I never believed in.
I am not over all the nostalgic childish things we both like.
I am not over your family and friends I grew to love.
I am not over the passion that never burns out, even after all these years.
I am not over the fact that you make me feel safe and wild at the same time.
I am not over holding your hand before we fall asleep.
I am not over the first meal you made to impress me.
I am not over wearing your favorite outfit, hoping you will notice.
I am not over trying to win you back with my body.
But I am over it.
I am over waiting for things to get better.
I am over waiting for you to not be lost.
I am over apologizing for indiscretions of years past.
I am over being punished for mistakes I have made.
I am over you not seeing how perfect I am.
I am over you for not giving me a chance to be more than just a trophy.
I am over believing in your potential when you dont believe in yourself.
I am over feeling guilty for my success when you dont even try.
I am over feeling like I have high standards when my exceptions are more than reasonable.
I am over making compromises when all I get in return is false promises.
I am over you being too lazy to be the man I deserve.
I am over you saying,You deserve betterbut you never become better.
I am over you settling because its easier.
I am over you running away to avoid the truth.
I am over you picking the easier choice because she doesnt challenge you like I do.
I am not over you, but I am over it.
