Its scary how much I change the minute someone shows interest in me.
I become someone that I am not.
I lost myself in trying to obtain someones approval.

Alivia Latimer
I settled for less than I deserve.
My mind becomes my worst enemy, reminding me that Im not good enough.
I have come to realize that when it comes down to it, all I have is myself.
Its better to do what makes me happy than to attempt to fill the void with someones presence.
Its better to focus on the people who love me than to try so hard for those who dont.
I know that the right person wont have to be chased.
Theyll be as equally committed as I am to make our relationship work.
They wont only be thinking of themselves because I matter to them.
Theyll see me as a priority and not as an option or someone temporary.
Being single isnt easy for me.
I still dream about meeting my soulmate tomorrow.
And if I cant have that yet, Im not going to settle for anything less.
I will learn to cherish myself and do all I can to find myself again.
I will learn not to chase after love and have faith that it will come to me.