Im sorry I lost myself in the way you made me feel.
Im sorry that my real love for you scared you away.
Im sorry my immediate commitment allowed you to take entitlement of my heart.

paul b
Im sorry my openness led you to think vulnerability is a given.
Im sorry I have no game, no hidden agenda, no revenge in mind.
Im sorry I gave you more than what you ask for.

paul b
Im sorry I never seem to match your investment.
Im sorry I forgive, Im sorry I forget, Im sorry that I lose.
Im sorry theres nothing I would change about you.
Im sorry you dont annoy me, not even when youre an asshole.
Im sorry that I love you regardless.
Im sorry we became toxic for each-other.
Im sorry we were almost together, almost happy, almost perfect.
Im sorry that crazy is our momentum.
Im sorry Im impulsive, impatient and indecisive.
Im sorry I believe in fairy tales.
Im sorry I expected you to give me what you dont have.
Im sorry I asked you to be someone you dont want to be.
Im sorry I wanted us to go somewhere that doesnt exist.
Im sorry for the way I hold on.Im sorry I hugged you longer than I should have.
Im sorry I didnt give-up on you.
Im sorry I didnt let you go when it was easier then.
Im sorry I didnt kiss you goodbye when I knew it was time.
Im sorry I didnt give you space when you needed.
Im sorry I waited, wondered and wandered.
Im sorry I pressured you to have conversations you werent ready to have.
Im sorry I asked you to be honest with me when you were lying to yourself.
Im sorry I forced it, Im sorry I fought it.
Im sorry I dont understand your choices yet I dont judge you for them.
Im sorry I have no idea who you are today, but Im still here for you.
Im sorry for the way I take care of you.Im sorry I call and text you.
Im sorry I worry sick about you.
Im sorry I pray for you.
Im sorry Ive got your back.
Im sorry I make you smile but not happy.
Im sorry I make you feel good but not safe.
Im sorry you dont come home to me.
Im sorry Im not the person you unpack your luggage with.
Im sorry Im missing you, all of you.
Im truly, deeply and honestly, sorry for everything.