You cared too much, and you always had a way of seeing past my facade.
Youre a lover, so you feel what others feel.
I tried everything to have you back by my side.
God & Man
I texted your friends asking how you were doing.
I asked my friends what they thought of the situation.
Did I cross a line?
Was I too close?
For months, I was in denial.
I refused to believe that distance and taking a break was the healthiest thing for both of us.
I blamed your leaving for triggering my depression and anxiety.
At first I denied that statement.
Youre a lover, so you feel what others feel.
You want to help them and fight for them.
You want to save everyone you love.
You had to cut me off to save yourself.
I understand why you had to remove yourself from my life.
I now see how toxic I was.
I shouldnt have blamed you for my downward spiral because there was nothing you couldve done to save me.
I wish there was a way for you to see that Im doing better now.
I wish you could know that Ive been working on myself, and Im making progress.
