The truth is that I miss you.
The truth is that Im sorry.
The truth is that neither of those things changes anything.

Brooke Cagle
I miss the heart-to-hearts and being able to talk about everything.
I miss those days of being best friends.
The truth is that I miss you.
The truth is that Im sorry.
The truth is that neither of those things changes anything.
The thing is that Im just not great at letting go.
I really struggle saying goodbye and letting things just be.
I know you think Im the one in the wrong.
The thing is… youre not wrong.
But youre not right, either.
I think the thing that hurt me most was that you were keeping score.
Maybe that was my mistake?
You want me to own it, take responsibility for all of it?
Im sorry, but I cantno, wontdo that.
Thats not how it works.
Im more than willing to say that I could have been a better friend.
I wont make excuses.
I wont say that life was moving along and it just felt like we were farther and farther apart.
I wont say those things because although theyre true, it doesnt take away the truth.
And the truth is that I am sorry.
I miss the friendship we used to have and our shared history.
I miss our memories and our days of impromptu road trips.
I miss laughing so hard our faces hurt.
I miss the heart-to-hearts and being able to talk about everything.
I miss those days of being best friends.
And thats the truth.