I was never prepared for us to become you and me.
But here we are.
Its because you were my closest friend.
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You made me happy.
We shared ourselves, our dreams, our fears.
I know things about you that are still valid.
Things that people who talk with you regularly still dont know about you yet.
We traveled together, facetimed, ate, slept, drove, and imagined life…just never apart.
I never thought you would be the forbidden topic.
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I never thought you would break my heart, or that it would take this long.
It was so easy.
I made it so easy, and thats probably my bad.
My heart wasnt guarded, and I never saw us not being us.
I was never prepared for us to become you and me.
But here we are.
I dont talk about it to our mutual friends.
I dont talk about it with my family much.
But I still get sad at random times.
I still get randomly quiet and just remember moments.
I still miss you.
I wont feel it.
Itll just be a gap.
Youll still be gone but I will be used to it.
I will stop daydreaming of a different story.
But today, I know you were more than that.
Today, I will acknowledge that I am still falling out of love with you.
Today, I admit that it is a slow process, but I am healing.
Today, I know that itll be over soon enough.
