I am not the kind of girl who causes butterflies.
I am not the kind of girl who boys get sweaty palms and fidgeting fingers around.
I am not the kind of girl you tell your family about.
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I am not the kind of girl you ask your friends for advice about.
I am not the kind of girl who inspires you to settle down.
I am not the kind of girl anyone wants to be with for longer than a few weeks.
I am the girl who gets trapped inside of almost relationships.
The girl who is good enough for now, but not good enough for forever.
I am the girl you invite over when you dont have anything better to do that day.
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I am the girl you want to have fun with, but dont actually want to date.
I am the girl who is stupid enough to give out chances to boys who will abuse them.
I am the girl who always gets stuck in almost relationships.
The cycle repeats every time I fall for someone new.
Ithinkour relationship is headed somewhere.
And then they prove me wrong.
To say they arent ready for a relationship.
To say that theyve decided to date someone else.
My effort never pays off.
No one cares how much Im trying.
No one cares that I would have done anything for them, that I would have treated them right.
No one worries about hurting a girl like me.
No one apologizes for leading me on.
No one thinks that I mind having strangers rotate in and out of my life.
They think its okay to stay with me until my use runs out.
They think its okay to steal pieces of my soul and scamper away.
I am not the girl who gets a happily every after.
I am not the girl with romantic stories to tell.
