Im tired of scrolling down social media, looking for your face.
Im tired of falling asleep to dreams of us dating.
Im tired of waking up, reaching for you when youre never there.
God & Man
Im tired of watching for you.
Im tired of hoping for you.
I dont want to think about you anymore.
I want to move on, because its clear that you already have.
Its time for me to forget about you and how much you meant to me.
But Im having trouble.
God & Man
I hate that I can still picture your face clearly, even though you probably look different now.
I hate that I still listen to your favorite songs and wonder if youre doing the same.
Ive tried everything to get you out of my mind.
Ive kept myself busy.
Ive gone out with friends.
Ive flirted with other boys.
Ive drowned myself in my work.
But nothing seems to work.
When Im out with my friends, they mention their boyfriends, which reminds me of you.
Im reminded that you used to be the person that filled the gaps during my day.
You torture me with your absence.
To be honest, I used to enjoy replaying our memories in my head.
I used to be comforted by the daydreams of us getting together and living happily ever after.
But now, those kind of thoughts only bring me pain, because I know theyre nothing but fantasies.
Theyre never going to turn into our reality.
So I dont want to think about you anymore.
I dont want to think about thewhat ifs.I dont want to think about everything Im missing out on.
Im tired of thinking about you.
I wish you would leave my head.
