Sometimes things seemed to be going smoothly, only to overwhelm you again.
And if were honest, a great deal of this year circled around him.
Its okay to admit it.

God & Man
They can stir up intense feelings that we just arent sure what to do with.
We fall in love and we dont even give anything else a second thought.
This year, you invested your heart into someone who seemed amazing in every possible way.

God & Man
You spent your days going to see him, and letting all of the outside world fade away.
You laughed and smiled more than you ever remembered doing before.
You told him your secrets and he trusted you with his darkest thoughts and deepest fears.
You saw all the good in him and believed only the best things about him.
You knew him better than anyone else, and you adored him with every fiber of your being.
But this year is coming to a close, and a new one is about to begin.
And I hope you use it to love someone else instead.
In 2018, I hope you learn to love yourself the way you loved him.
I dont mean in a toxic way.
I dont mean in a way that leaves you broken.
I hope you remember that youre a human being who makes mistakes.
And that its okay that you do.
I hope you look at yourself and learn to see someone worth loving.
We tend to set others up on pedestals while we kick ourselves down every chance we get.