Im not going to keep knocking on the doors he decided to close.
Im not going to rush things anymore because Ive learned to trust his timing.
No matter how much I want things, his timing will always bring the best results.
His timing will always make the imperfect situations perfect.
In 2019, Im following his signs.Without trying to change the direction.
Without trying to manipulate what these signs mean.
Without trying to follow my own flawed sense of direction.
Im going to truly listen to his answers even if theyre not what I want to hear.
Im going to run to him when I feellost.
Ill talk to him because hes the only one who can fix them.
Hes the only one who has a real solution.
Hes the only one who can trulyunderstand.
In 2019, Im detaching.Detaching from whats not meant for me.
Detaching from all the expectations I had for myself and people.
Im detaching from trying to make everything work or having control over every single aspect in my life.
Im detaching from my own obsessions and my own demons.
In 2019, Im trusting him more.Because God knows whats in my heart.
God knows what I need.
He doesnt need reminders.God doesnt forget.Im counting on him to make me whole again.
Im done trying to mend everything myself.
I have the ultimatehealer.
In 2019, Im leading with faith.Faith that Im right where Im supposed to be.
Faith that the new year will bring more blessings and more positive transformations into my life.
