It takes strength to feel the things you do so heavily.
I just need you to channel that strength into not an outlet of self-destruction but rather finding a solution.
My heart breaks for him.
Wiki – Kristina Servant
For his fans who are affected.
But more than that for him especially.
Whenever I read stories like these, I think I wish I could have spoken to them.
Wiki – Kristina Servant
I wish I could have been there.
I hate that their final moments were that of loneliness and desperation.
Desperate for searching for a way to numb the pain they feel.
Regardless of not being a fan, my heart breaks for him.
What I can say is I write very openly about suicide across the internet.
I talk about it very comfortably.
I think its a conversation that should be talked about more.
But there is something about the word that makes people cringe as expected.
If you ask me, I dont believe suicide is the cause of death.
I think loneliness is.
I think pain is.
I think overwhelming sadness is.
Someone thinking they are a burden.
Someone thinking they are too much to handle.
Someone thinking they are alone because there is a voice inside their head feeding them lies.
And they believe it.
And they look for a solution.
These thoughts you are having will pass.
I ask you not to act in those moments where darkness is consuming you but just keep trying.
And I know how hard it is.
You look towards the future and the thought of just getting through the day pains you.
But there are things ahead, moments in your future, memories you better be a part of.
I need you to find the strength to get there.
It takes strength to feel the things you do so heavily.
I just need you to channel that strength into not an outlet of self-destruction but rather finding a solution.
And that solution is simply taking one step ahead even if its small, even if its slow.
But remember you at your worst isnt you.
Who you are on your best days is an indication and reflection of the real you.
Because that voice telling you, youre alone.
You have no friends.
Youd be better off dead.
Thats depression lying to you.
Because you are not alone.
And you do have a lot of people who care and need you.
And so many peoples lives would be affected if anything bad happened to you.
I promise you things will change.
I promise you everything will be okay if you keep fighting.
But you gotta keep fighting.
Remember Im alwaysa message awayand you are not alone in any of this.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255
