I wish I didnt still look at you with such eyes full of admiration.
I wish I didnt still think you were the most handsome person Ive ever seen.
Even if there are people more attractive.
God & Man
Its about someones mind and how they make you think and learn and grow.
Its that person that just makes you see things differently.
The person that makes you a better version of yourself.
God & Man
Everyone else seems like noise compared to you and what you brought to the table.
Maybe unrequited love is something all too familiar, Ive learned to cling to.
The honest truth is maybe I shouldnt feel the way I do.
Maybe my friends will always be the ones disliking you on my behalf.
But I could never even if I tried.
Part of me tries to play it cool like you didnt ever mean that much.
But you are the most real thing thats happened in my life lately.
My heart still races really fast when someone mentions you.
But Im over here posting stories hoping its your name I see.
Im over here posting pics hoping maybe for a like.
And I know its silly buying into all of this.
Its always been you.
I dont try and play coy or follow any rule Im supposed to.
Every answer when maybe I should be a little more subtle or care less.
But Ive never been someone who is good at that sort of thing.
I dont know how to teach a heart like mine not to care.
If there was a switch for turning my heart off maybe I would.
You woke a heart long afraid to feel anything too deeply.
Uttering three words that tasted bitter and unfamiliar rolling off my tongue.
But with you it was okay.
While many fear heartbreak and shut themselves off to pain.
Theres beauty to someone making you feel things that deeply.
How much you hurt will always be an accurate depiction of how much someone meant to you.
