You need constant reassurance that they still love you, that they still want you around.
You’re terrified of becoming a burden to them.
Sometimes you feel annoying because you keep asking if theyre mad at you, if theyre bored of you.
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You need constant reassurance that they still love you, that they still want you around.
Youre terrified of becoming a burden to them.
Sometimes you feel guilty because you stayed quiet when they brought you to a party.
Because you came across as rude.
It still sucks to ruin their fun.
Sometimes you feel frustrated because its hard for you to explain how youve been feeling.
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Because you want to tell them everything thats on your mind, but sometimesyoucant even pinpoint whats wrong.
Sometimes you feel insecure because you dont fit in with their friends and family the way that you should.
Because you still feel like an outsider, even after months of dating them.
Sometimes you feel jealous because you see the way they handle situations with ease.
You see the way they make phone calls and chitchat with cashiers and wish you could do the same.
Sometimes you feel frightened because what if they leave?
What if they get tired of dealing with your breakdowns?
Sometimes you feel like they would be better off without you.
You feel like youre only dragging them down.
Like youre making their life harder than it has to be.
Butsometimesyou actually feel okay.
Sometimes you push past all of those negative emotions.
