Maybe its too late for us right now.
Maybe our egos got the best of us this time.
Missing you more than ever.
Bruno van der Kraan
Wishing you were right here beside me.
Its 4 a.m. and you occupy my mind and my heart even when youre miles away.
Thinking whether youre still holding on to what we had or not anymore.
Wondering whether you pay visits to our previous memories too and smile at them or not.
I told you that I am over you, but that was a lie.
I told you that I hate you and this was the biggest lie of all.
I told you that you mean nothing to me, but not even one bit of that was true.
Maybe its too late for us right now.
Maybe our egos got the best of us this time.
I wish you could know what I feel right now and that everything I said wasnt true.
But the saddest part is that you will probably never get the chance to know.
You will never get to know what you truly meant to me.
And I believe that everyone deserves closure and everyone deserves to say a proper goodbye.
Because it doesnt have to be such an ugly ending.
I refuse to let it end this way.
