Put your phone away, sweetheart.
He wont replyyou know that.
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Updated 4 years ago,January 26, 2021
Honey, he doesnt care.
God & Man
Its not him, its you.
I know it hurts to hear.
Dont cover your ears, its important.
Its you, not him.
It pierces your heart and shreds it to pieces and the pain is so bad you double over.
I know it hurts.
Here, drink a little moreyes, thats good.
Another shot, another bottle.
The world may be getting blurry, but it dulls the pain.
You know that, youve been there before.
Drink up, baby.
Put your phone away, sweetheart.
He wont replyyou know that.
He is busy, he doesnt want to, he is with someone else.
It could be any of those, but of course, you believe its option three.
You dont just believe it, you know it.
Shes better than youskinnier than you, prettier than you, softer than you.
I know it hurts.
you might look at workout videos tomorrow.
Have another sip for now.
Do you want to have a look at that list?
Its okay, take it out.
Youve had too much, so youll be breaking down, but dont be afraid, darling.
You were smart to write it down, making sure you never confuse things.
Its not him, its you.
Tonight is about you.
Remind yourself why you arent enough.
Does it feel true?
You know it is.
Oh, you should probably add how you believed he actually could care.
Call it delusional, maybe?
Or always dreamingthat sounds a little nicer.
You need a little bit of nice tonight, but dont ever confuse that with being enough.
Its time to put that list away, sweetie.
Enough of that, enough reminding yourself of all the reasons.
Fill up your cupyes, there you go.
Take a big sip; let it burn your throat.
Let it remind you of what happens when you dream.
When you believe this time it could be your happily ever after.
Let it remind you that fairytales are not for you.
They are for the other girlsthe pretty, skinny ones.
The ones he is with instead of you.
For you, fairy tales are just the lies you tell yourself about love.
Its okayknowing that is good.
Maybe next time youll learn.
Your glass is empty?
Honey, you know what to do.
