I never had any issue taking you back, even treating you like family.
I did my best to verify that you were okay all the time.
I sacrificed friendships, strained relationships with family members, and didnt listen to anyone about you.
Courtney Nuss
I would be the one to apologize to you, though.
I would venture to make our friendship back to what it was before, and you would come back.
I soon realized you would only come back when its convenient, though.
Ive heard about some of the things you have to say about me now, though.
This time, Im not apologizing, and its okay if you dont forgive me.
You dont need to forgive me, because this time, Im not sorry.
I dont need your forgiveness, you dug your own grave, and you get to lie in it.
Not only do I not need your forgiveness this time around, but I also dont want it.
I dont want forgiveness from someone with such a dark heart.
I used to believe there was good in everyone, but you, you make me question it.
You put everything on a broken past, claiming the world has beaten you down and broken you.
The truth is youre a perpetual victim.
You love being the victim in every story you tell, somehow everyone in your life has wronged you.
I feel bad for the current people in your life.
Ive watched you take several close friends and trade them in for whats maybe just a little bit better.
When the option wasnt better, you would make the original person think they did something wrong to you.
When they werent apologizing, youd drag their name for the mud.
I see through you and know what pop in of person you are.
Anything you say, and anything you do, you do for yourself.
You do it to help yourself, and I doubt youve ever cared about anyone but yourself.
The lies have always spewed out of your mouth.
Its reached a point of almost being humorous.
I dont care if you dont forgive me for writing this, because Im speaking my truth.
Theyre manipulative and only care about themselves.
In that case, I would say that you deserve each other.
You arent worth my apology.
This time, Im not crawling back with some apology for some unknown reason.
Im not going to say Im sorry for something I dont need to apologize for.
Youre a wolf in sheeps clothing, and it took me far too long to see that.
I would always apologize for somehow hurting you.
For years I thought I was the one damaging you.
I never looked and realized you were the one hurting me, and everyone around you.
You didnt care, though.
You never cared, you only cared about yourself, and thats all youll ever care about.
Any apology Ive given in the time since our friendship has broken, you werent worthy of.
Its okay if you dont forgive me.
The only person that needs to forgive me in regard to you and me, is me.
I need to forgive myself for ever putting up with the stream of your bullshit.
