Today, I can feel my heart breaking because I am realizing I will never see you again.
I wonder if you are warm wherever you are.
Love is a funny thing.
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But I am scared that it will never happen because you are gone.
I never thought that you would ever leave me alone in this world for me to figure things out.
I forget the true value of people until I lose someone.
I dont understand why I havent learned it already.
Do you know what I hate about today?
I waited to tell you because of my pride, and now I will never get the chance.
I miss you so much.
I will miss you forever.
I feel this sadness inside me.
I want to cry and no matter how many tears I shed; it doesnt feel any better.
How is it possible for one person to affect another life so much?
Why does my life feel like it is on hold in your absence?
Are they giving me a message from you?
I dont know what is worse?
I should have never made love a competition.
I am trying to remember our first moments together.
You were kind and you were sweet.
Somehow along the way, I made it complicated and I started to focus on your flaws.
I kept finding things that were wrong and now I dont know why.
I wish I could go back in time and change my ways because I miss everything we once had.
I was lost and the only way I found myself was after I lost you forever.
Today, my heart continues to break, mourning your loss from my life.
As I continue to cry looking at your pictures and telling others about you.
I wonder where you are and I wish I could see you again.
I have never felt this much pain in my life before.
Today I am completely broken.
