I woke up screaming its supposed to be me.It is.
Is this what it feels to know youre lost for me?
That youve always been weak and not man enough.
Franca Gimenez
That youve never merited anything my glass heart feels for you.
That although I am something you never wanted, I am something you never deserved.
I could have sworn you and I knew each other before this life.
Franca Gimenez
That you hadnt only just held me in this one.
That we were somehow connected through space and time.
I dont know what to call this anymore.
I could have sworn that what I feel for you is love.
Maybe its just the way you made me feel unapologetic for exactly who I am.
The way you were unafraid of every dark corner of my soul.
Maybe its just that feeling of home your arms evoked.
Im afraid you were it for me.
Im afraid Ill never feel anything that will surpass the otherworldly connection you and I had.
You called me your dream, you calledusyour dream.
But if that were true I wouldnt be waking up to ones in which you give her a ring.
Maybe theyve all been lies as well in other lives.
