Every part of me wants to call you and ask how you are doing and really mean it.
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Updated 8 years ago,September 1, 2017
It costs too much to miss you.
You are the throw in who smiles at others misfortune, who laughs at others true feelings.
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You derive a twisted thrill from seeing other people come undone.
Especially those who you think are doing better than you.
You lure them in with your love only to leave them stranded on an island of their own emotions.
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You left me alone to tend to my own wounded heart.
You were always a wave never shore.
I am through pretending I am lost without you because I am actually quite found.
I found so many things when I lost you.
I found my peace of mind, my power, my joy and my ability to love.
I was loyal love.
I was a reflection of Gods love and for this I smile.
Every part of me wants to call you and ask how you are doing and really mean it.
I already know this will happen because God is not one to be mocked.
You will feel the pain you put others through.
You will feel it tenfold.
For this I feel sorry for you.
You were just shallow water.
Every part of me wants to call you.
Eventually I wont miss you anymore and you will mean less than what I thought you did.
For this I am thankful.
