When someone compliments me, I don’t believe them.
When someone tells me they love me, I don’t believe them.
I can’t see how it could be true.
God & Man
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Updated 5 months ago,November 19, 2024
Because of myanxiety, I take everything personally.
Theyre ignoring me on purpose.
They dont like me.
I dread sending the first text because there is a chance of rejection.
Knowing that someone saw my message and decided against answering it makes me sick to my stomach.
It makes me feel invisible.
Even if I receive an answer after five short minutes, I will still look too far into details.
I will fool myself into thinking I shouldnt have sent the text in the first place.
It doesnt matter how long I have been friends with someone.
I need constant reassurance that I am loved.
Otherwise, I will jump to the worst case scenario.
Myanxietymakes me overanalyze every situation.
It doesnt matter if someone cant hang out over the weekend because they have to work late.
I wont believe their excuse.
I will convince myself that they are lying and they secretly dont want to see me.
Myanxietymakes me feel like the world is against me.
I assume that if something bad can happen, it will happen.
I never know what to say in social situations.
I am either too quiet or too loud.
I dont know how to behave like a normal person.
I dont know how to make myself fit into crowds.
I assume they are all laughing at me behind my back.
Thats why I have so much trouble when it comes to dating.
I will convince myself that it wont last long.
Myanxietymakes me doubt my self-worth, which leads to doubting everyone around me.
When someone compliments me, I dont believe them.
When someone tells me they love me, I dont believe them.
I cant see how it could be true.
I cant see why they would want anything to do with someone like me.
Because of myanxiety, I struggle to see my value.
I only see a million flaws.
