Someone else might blush and laugh off an awkward moment, but I will think about it for days.
Im always thinking about what could go wrong.
Getting stuck sitting next to a stranger on the bus.
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Stepping into a crowded elevator.
Eating alone in the break room.
I feel like a failure, because my miniature mistakes feel massive.
Someone else might blush and laugh off an awkward moment, but I will think about it for days.
Ill never stop replaying those embarrassment moments in my head.
I feel like a failure, because my best is never good enough.
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I will always hate myself for not doing more, for not reaching my full potential.
I feel like a failure, because I dwell on what went wrong for longer than I should.
My mistakes occupy all of my time, all of my thoughts.
They become the only thing I can think about during late nights when sleep refuses to come to me.
I feel like a failure, because everyone else makes life look so easy.
When I can barely introduce myself without stumbling over the words.
I never think about the good things that could happen to me.
I feel like a failure, because I cant stop myself from comparing my personality to everyone around me.
Im not as talkative as other people.
Im not as friendly as them.
Not as interesting as them.
I feel like I have nothing to offer.
I feel like a failure, because Im full of self-doubt.
I feel like I dont fit in and never will.
I feel like everyone deserves happiness, except for me.
Making a phone call.
Going on a first date.
I should feel a little less like a failure.
