I wont come back when my feelings are all gone so we can hang out.
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Updated 5 years ago,July 4, 2020
No, I dont want to be your friend.
No, I will not stop having needs and emotions only to make you feel better.
Jessica Felicio
The feelings, my feelings, are all out there, visible.
you’ve got the option to touch them.
Im sorry those feelings end up becoming a conversation you wish we never had.
But they exist, and so do I.
We wont be friends.
We will never be friends.
Friends dont sleep together.
Thats the main difference: Your friends are all the people you dont sleep with.
And we did that.
I dont wanna date my best friend.
I like my best friends and I like that I dont sleep with them.
I love them, but not in that way.
I wanted to be more.
I wanted us to be involved, partners, lovers, us.
But you didnt want that, and thats fine too.
I would never ask you to get feelings, so why are you asking me to suffocate mine?
They wont go away, not for a while at least.
I will let them fade slowly, patientlyIm not in a rush.
It will take time.
I will surround myself with my friends, love, laughs and wine.
Ill sleep with other guys who hopefully wont venture to be my friend.
Ill stay up until the sun rises, and I will toast to us.
I will miss you.
But dont worry, Ill get over it.
And I wont be back.
