You taught me it is not necessary for everything to work out.
You almost made me lose my mind.
Maybe we met each other in transition.
Tim Foster
That is what happened with us.
I saw in you what I was looking for, even if you didnt have it all.
You saw in me what you always wanted, which I didnt fully have.
We were hopeful, because we didnt know how to look in the right places.
We jumped in so quickly, not even thinking twice.
Everything moved so fast we fell for each other too fast and then we grew apart within months.
I still cannot understand if it was the connection or if it is selfishness on our parts.
You are the drug that gave me immediate, short-term comfort.
Maybe it was the short period that has somehow left me mystified with who you are.
You and I both hurt each other, more than normal people do.
We swore that we wouldnt repeat it, but we never kept our promise.
I wanted you to fix me, but I didnt realize that maybe you were a little broken too.
I wish you well.
Sometimes I wish we could lose all contact because that would be the smarter thing to do.
Probably we needed each other to get through our hardest times in this lonely city.
Knowing you were there helped me through a lot because you saved me from drowning.
That is the story of us and on and off friendship of some sort.
With you, I know I could always start over till you prove me wrong.
You taught me it is not necessary for everything to work out.
You told me we are not necessarily the results of our past.
You could be vicious sometimes.
I cannot imagine what I would do the day you completely let go of me.
My heart would miss your presence, but my mind would also understand.
The ephemeral nature of our relationship is what made it the most beautiful.
