She is not that girl on TV you wish you have.
She doesnt find spring at her feet.
She is the melancholic thoughts with an anxious mind.

@sergiochoy98
She finds comfort in wearing turtlenecks to cover her face when she cries.
She is not spontaneous.
Instead you have to hold her hair back tight with her face over the toilet seat vomiting all over.

@sergiochoy98
No one wants to love a sad girl because she is not easy.She has a baggage.
She is not that girl on TV you wish you have.
No day is the same.
No one knows what will the next moment bring in.
She is not your manic-pixie dream girl.
She does not care for the thousand bucks spent on makeup or the wasted gym membership.
And, you enjoyed it.
You do not want that.
You wanted the same version of every story with a side of extra pepper.
And so you dont.
And its okay because she deserves the mountain while you are just a pebble of the ocean.