One day youll know its a longing feeling of a love that you dont have anymore.
A love that you wasted and threw away.
But when the night comes creeping in, you will once again feel that hollow inside your chest.
Johannes Plenio
Youll wonder what it is thats bothering you.
Youll pretend you have no idea, but you know exactly what youre missing.
You cant run away from loneliness.
Youre also a human being who has vulnerable moments, even if you hate to admit it.
Youll stare at the city skyline outside your room, and remember how someone used to care about you.
Your heart will hurt a little by thinking about the past.
Johannes Plenio
Youll wonder if I still smile over tiny, adorable things.
Youll wonder if my enthusiasm about my dreams has changed.
Youll consider getting back with me.
Youll desperately want the void in your heart to be filled again.
Youll admit that Im the only person in the world who can understand every part of you.
But Im not sure if my answer will be yes.
Im not sure if I want to meet you halfway again.
Because I cant go back to the place that brought me pain.
I cant step back into a world that rejected me before.
One day youll wonder if I still have feelings for you.
But by then, my heart wont recognize you anymore.
Youll no longer be the one I keep thinking about.
Youll no longer have a special place in my life.
And youll no longer be the person I cant live without.
Youll just be someone I used to love.
Someone from my past.
A person I dont know anymore.
But it will be too late.
It will be too late for you to come knocking on my doors because I wont answer.
I wont open them for you.
I wont be intrigued about whats waiting for me behind those doors.
One day, youll ask me for another chance.
But unfortunately, my feelings for you wont be the same as they were before.
Because my feelings for you already vanished the first time you walked out of my life.
