The only reason that youll ever still be in my mind - because no one can erase memories.
The good morning texts that I send are going to stop.
The texts just to check up on you are going to be gone.
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Ill be gone from your life, because one day, Im going to stop missing you.
I was willing to go through whatever it took to make you happy.
That part has already changed in me.
I dont expect you to call anymore, I dont expect you to text me anymore.
One of these days Im going to do the same.
Im not going to want to hear from you.
Ill be just like you except you wont be on my radar at all.
Not even when Im desperate for affection, not even when you cross my mind.
That empty feeling in my chest when I think about you is going to be gone.
Youre going to be a distant memory for me.
I cannot expect the memories of you to go away forever, and I never do.
I really, really never expect my thoughts of you to go away.
The only reason that youll ever still be in my mind because no one can erase memories.
No one can completely eliminate someone from their mind.
This isnt Eternal Sunshine, although sometimes I wish it were.
I dont think that I would ever regret having you erased, like what you did to me.
One of these days, though, Im not going to miss you.
Im not going to want you to be in my life anymore.
Im not going to want you to be someone that ever crosses my mind.
One of these days Im going to stop caring so much.
Youll be where you belong in the past.
Theres no reason for me to think of you as anything other than a horrible person that I trusted.
Ill never be able to see you as anything else.
One day, I hope that you realize what you had, though.
I hope that you realize that you threw away a friend that genuinely cared.
One day Im not going to miss you anymore.
And one day, youre going to miss me.
By the time that you realize you miss me, itll be too late.
You never deserved anything that I gave to you.
I dont wish you the best, because when you have it, you trash it.
I dont wish you the best because you just trash everything that comes your way.
I wont tell them either direction but my wish for you is that you change.
I hope that no one else ever has to miss you because you ran away like you always do.
I hope that you change.
When you change, and you miss me, like just know that I no longer miss you.
The last goodbye was the final goodbye, and thats all there is left to say.
