You will regret deleting his number at first.
And you keep waiting.And you still dont get it.
It still doesnt make sense.
And theres no closure.
The sting is so real.
Where is he right now, at this moment?
Look Catalog
But it never will.
And holding onto something you cannot change is one of the most self-inflicting toxic measures.
Because youre just going to keep waiting.
And waiting…
Why?
For what?For nothing.
(And yes, waiting around for something that will not changeistoxic.)
It will be hardexcruciatingly so.
But know that you will survive.
It will take time.
It might take a lot of time.
But thats the process of mourning a breakup.
And it must be done.
Delete him right now.
Say it out loud.
And know this:
You will regret deleting his number at first.Its expected.
You will cry.Its ok. Let it out.
You will overthink your breakup.It wasnt all your fault.
You will hurt so badly that you feel like youll never recover.But you will live.
You will miss him so much.Youre allowed.
But know that the person you miss isnt the person he is anymore.
You will feel lost in the world.But in time you will find yourself again.
You will dwell over what you could have done differently.But dont.
You will wonder if hes missing you.But dont torture yourself like that.
It wont change anything.
You will think that youll never fall in love again.Youre wrong.
You will wonder if hes dating someone new.Again, dont torture yourself like that.
It wont change anything.
(And shell never be you, anyway.)
You will feel like youll never be happy again.Its not true.
).Dont do it.
(He hasnt deleted your number, keep in mind.)
You will miss feeling happy.You will be happy again.
You will resent how empty and numb youve become.It will not last.
This is part of the process.
You think youll never find the one because this heartbreak has made you so hard.Hes out there, girl.
And then…one day…
You will think of him.
Because you fought for yourself.
Because you fought for reason and closure and happiness.
Whatever you do, whatever you feel, I can promise you that.
