You want help and support, but you dont know what kind of support you need.
And I know that really hard doesnt truly sum it up…not in the least.
If we are being real here, I know that right now you are feeling pretty devastated.
Daria Shevtsova
Your thoughts feel way too heavy and overbearing, and you dont know what to do.
Hurting on your own, while the rest of the world keeps moving on around you.
You want help and support, but you dont know what kind of support you need.
You have no ideas left as to what will lift this heavy haze, this immeasurable sadness.
You know that this is no quick fix.
I cant fix what hurts.
And I have no magical dust that will bring you immediate relief.
But I can bring you hope.
Or at least, I can encourage you to remember that hope exists.
I can remind you of how loved and cared you are, despite the pain you are in.
I can remind you that you are still loved and cared for, even when you are sad.
And I can tell you that I hope things will be better for you soon.
But I still urge you to try.
take a stab at be open to having hope.
It is learning that faith exists and that faith is real.
Its reminding yourself, over and over again, that you might have faith in tomorrow.
Its learning that the load will ease up in time.
Its learning that life ebbs and flows and that the goodness will outweigh the darkness in due time.
And knowing that things will get better will give you something to fight for.
Maybe its God, or the heavens.
Maybe its a supernatural spirit.
And like know that even when you are sad, you are still so very special.
Your light still shines, even when the hurt is reflected in your eyes.
And when things are hard, I hope you dont forget this.
I hope you dont become so afraid of life that you forget how to live at all.
Or that you forget to believe in yourself.
To believe that you are capable of healing.
So if you are struggling right now, know this.
The pain wont stab you so hard forever.
Eventually, it will subside.
And you will be okay again.
You will be you again.
You are so loved.
And there are many people out there just waiting to know you and love you.
And in time, the sunset will look much more like a sunrise.
In time, the nights wont be quite as terrifyingly lonely.
And in time, you will find your way again.
