Like a blank canvas.
Like all the art we made together was just about to be wiped clean.
You came into my life when I wasnt looking.
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People always say that the best things come to you when youre not searching.
What they dont say though is that sometimes, these things dont last.
I dont want to forget any of that.
But I couldnt keep you.
But even the paintings didnt do them justice.
See, I cant keep these moments, and its frustrating me because Im bound to forget.
And I dont want to forget.
I want to have you with me every day, every night.
How can I move on when I know we could have had it all?
How can they just tell me to forget you when I dont want to?
I break my heart every day holding on to something that might never happen.
I am the fool, I know.
But I miss you.
I miss you and nothing else matters anymore.
But you dont miss me, and it doesnt hurt you.
Or maybe it does but youre too proud to tell me.
Cant you just let me know?
I dont want to say goodbye.
I dont want to let go.
My body mentally and physically wont let me let you go.
It longs for you, it wants you I want you.
Just come back to me.
We didnt have enough reason to say goodbye; we can still go back and have another go.
Just give us one last try.
My heart is still awfully, deeply in love with you.
It wont let go.
My love, I miss you and words still arent enough to express the stinging pain.
