Here it is: They do.
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Updated 4 years ago,March 29, 2021
Here it is: They do.
just dont call them.
Jason Blackeye
just dont drunk text them.
just dont send them something fake by accident.
What you had was real and they do think about you.
And you dont need them to tell you that to be okay, okay?
I almost did it.
I almost did it last week.
Last week would have been our two year anniversary.
Not of some super intense relationship, but of my relationship with my best friend.
We traveled together, we laughed together, we made love, and we had love.
And so I know it wasnt like a divorce after 10 years of marriage, but I missed him.
And you want to know something else?
As much as I want to punch myself out for admitting it, I think about him every day.
I wanted to hear him say it.
And it wasnt too much to ask.
Hell, we were in love.
And Id like to think he wouldve given it to me.
You could call it pride, but honestly, I think it was something better.
I think it was the part of me that knows that I deserve to be missed.
I know what we had in my last relationship was real.
I know that because I was there.
And for once, I thought, maybe thats enough.
I almost called him and I didnt, and you know what happened?
I went to sleep.
And the next day, I felt better.
I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
