Be the girl who knew her worth.
The girl who moved on.
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Updated 6 years ago,September 30, 2019
You are crying again.
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It has been weeks and you cant seem to let go of what you found out.
No one can move on that easy.
And you thought he was real.
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You thought that this was the time you were waiting for.
You thought he was the one you prayed for.
A song wont be just a song anymore.
And there will be times where youll feel a single song was meant for you.
A place wont be just a place.
Youll remember every single thing you ordered in your favorite restaurant.
And every corner of your room will have his scent.
You will imagine him sitting beside you like he used to do.
You will remember him in everything.
And no matter how much you wanted to erase those memories, you just cant.
There will always be a part of you that wants to hold on.
But so that release the constriction in your chest, you have to breathe.
Even if its painful.
You have to let go.
There are times in life where itll knock you down.
But fighters always stand up even in their worst fights.
They continue to fight despite of the visible and fresh battle scars they have.
And you are fighter.
Fight even if it wears you down.
Fight even if it hurts.
Fight even if you think you cant, because you’re able to.
You are more than enough.
The absence of his contentment is not your fault.
You wore your heart on your sleeve.
You gave everything you could give.
You loved him more than the world ever knew.
It still hurts and you dont know how to deal with it.
But trust me when I say that it’s possible for you to.
The best revenge you could give him is to show him what he just lost.
Make him realize that the world doesnt revolve around him.
Because there is so much in this world that you havent seen yet.
Open yourself up to change.
To meeting new people.
Give yourself a time to heal and discover yourself.
Learn to love yourself first.
I know this is not easy but theres no easy way.
You always have to take the hard way.
The long and bumpy way and its always worth it.
Smile despite the pain.
Wear it like a crown.
Walk in aisles, enter rooms, run as if it doesnt bother you.
Dont ever think of it as a hindrance.
Use it like your power.
Use it against other people.
Make them lurk at you.
Give them a reason to take a second look.
Show them what broken looks like.
Show them that brokenness can come with a smile.
Show them your scars painted in gold and glitters.
Show them broken can also be beautiful with cracks.
Shine in your own weakness.
Let hurt feel like happiness.
After all, we all have to experience sadness before happiness.
Thats the yin and yang of life.
Now, chin up, wear your beautiful smile, and start living again.
And the next time you fall in love, never put your happiness in someones hands.
Never give them the audacity of playing with your heart.
Be the girl who knows how to play better.
Be the girl who knows her worth.
Be the girl who was once hurt but learned her lesson.
But most importantly, be the girl who knew her worth.
The girl who moved on.
