Do I want the happy spouse and white picket fence?
Or do I want the adventure and the chance to leave before I am left?
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Updated 6 years ago,October 28, 2019
Ive seen the way you look at me.
Jonathan Borba
I know it isnt an accident.
I know everything about this is wrong.
I dont know why my head tries to play games with me.
But any relationship involves two people.
And I would be lying if I said I wasnt dying to be one of them.
I dont know what it is about you that captivates me so much.
I think it is the touch of the forbidden that draws me in.
The game we play of lingering looks and half-smiles.
The way you almost touched my hand when we walked down the stairs.
But maybe I am not as good of a person as I portray myself to be.
Maybe it is true that you attract whatever it is that you put out into the universe.
Maybe I keep getting hurt because at my core, all I really want is to leave.
Except, I always care.
Because deep down, I know I can never actually have you.
I mighthaveyou, but you will never actuallybemine.
And I think not belonging to anyone or anything is all I have ever wanted.
You might be all that I have ever wanted.
So tell me, do you want me, too?
