She is either mentally or physically exhausted.
She is either depressed or numb.
She is either on the verge of breaking into tears or on the verge of screaming out her lungs.
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Updated 7 years ago,December 14, 2017
She doesnt get enough sleep.
She doesnt get enough exercise.
She doesnt get enough social interaction.
At any point in time, she is either mentally or physically exhausted.
She is either depressed ornumb.
She is either on the verge of breaking into tears or on the verge of screaming out her lungs.
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When she feels physical sick, she doesnt go to the doctor.
When she feels sick inside, she doesnt talk to anyone about it.
She lets the sickness fester.
She lets herself break.
She knows she is headed for a meltdown but she does nothing to stop it from happening.
She doesnt take care of herself because she cant see her own worth.
She cant see the point in trying.
Instead of seeing the beauty in herself, she only sees the ugly.
Instead of focusing on the good things, she only spots her flaws andinsecurities.
Instead of loving herself, she struggles to tolerate herself.
Instead of trying, she gives up before she even begins because she expects to fail in the end.
She doesnt give herself enough credit.
She thinks too poorly of herself.
She doesnt take good care of herself because she has grown older and lost her innocence.
She no longer sees the world as a kind place.
She only sees the evil.
She only sees the toxicity.
She has been hurt one too many times throughout her life.
After being lied to and led on and experiencing loss, she doesnt see the point in trying again.
She doesnt take good care of herself because living has become a chore for her.
She doesnt feel like she has enough energy to leave the house.
She doesnt know if she has what it takes to live anormallife.
She is hurting but continues to suffer silently.
Without telling anyone what has been on her mind.
Instead, she tells lies about being fine.
She pretends everything is okay when she feels like collapsing.
As someone with class andintelligence.
As someone with elegance and humor.
As someone who deserves to experience the world.
As someone who deserves to laugh loudly and love loudly.
As someone who deserves to wake up with a smile and pass the mirror with confidence.
