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Updated 8 years ago,September 11, 2017
She used to believe in true love.
She used to have faith that she would find herforever person.
She used to be a romantic, an optimist.
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She had hope that the boys she kissed would turn into her boyfriend and maybe even her husband.
She thought that the hard work and love and effort she put into another person would pay off.
She assumed every relationship that started off healthy would continue to stay healthy.
But shes not a little girl anymore.
She thinks about how he would never act like that in real life.
Because in real life, people are selfish.
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People do what is best for themselves.
People take the easy way out.
People leave when things get difficult.
People fall in love with other people.
So many doubts that shes not sure if dating is worth it anymore.
She keeps questioning if shes better off alone.
If she should take a break from relationships and accept that she is going to be single forever.
Because, from what she has seen, nothing ever lasts.
She thinks that true love is a lie because her past fucked her up beyond repair.
She is pissed off at the world and at her exes and at the way life always turns out.
She thinks its all unfair and hates that theres nothing she can do to change that.
It didnt matter how hard she tried to keep everything together.
It didnt matter how perfectly they fit each other.
It didnt matter how deeply they loved each other from the start.
It still ended and there was nothing she could do about it.
She thinks true love is a lie because the right person got away from her.
She doesnt think hersoulmateis still out there.
She thinks she already found him and he already left.
She thinks that true love is a lie because, in her mind, every relationship ends.
