She wants to stick around but she finds it easier to walk away.
She finds it easier to be alone.
She finds it easier to be selfishly guarded instead of getting hurt again.
Yoann Boyer
She knows that she could be waiting for something that might not even happen.
She has learned that its better to walk away than wait.
Too fast and things fall apart.
Too slow and things just lose their spark.She still cant find the balance.
She wants to be understanding but sometimes she doesnt understand.Why people act so busy if they care.
Why people who claim to like her never reach out.
Yoann Boyer
She wants to be positive but she doesnt know how not to take things personally.Shes not good at pretending.
She doesnt know how to act like shes not bothered when she is.
She cant act like shes not sensitive when every little thing gets to her.
She doesnt know how to get her hopes up high without thinking of the worst-case scenarios.
She doesnt know how to go with the flow because she overthinks everything.
She wants to stick around but she finds it easier to walk away.
She finds it easier to be alone.
She finds it easier to be selfishly guarded instead of getting hurt again.
She doesnt know how to be brave anymore.
But for now, she got used to running.
She got used to leaving.
She got used to loving from a distance and wondering if it will ever turn into anything real.
