Your heart is an empty auditorium during business hours where everyone’s too busy to see a play.
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Updated 1 year ago,April 25, 2024
One,
hes gone.
Hes not coming back.

Tobi
You will remember him in every single person with the same name as him.
You will remember him until you dont.
Why did you leave?

Why did you make me happy to begin with?
And on Sunday evenings, we slow dance humming Radiohead song.
Why am I still waiting?
Go to a place he hates going.
Buy yourself flowers, book yourself table for two and dine alone.
Barcelona, Seattle, Croatia, he dreamt of these places, be there before him.
Drink your coffee at 6 instead of 8 because you used to drink it with him during that time.
Help yourself get over a routine that cost you self-medication and bathroom floor breakdowns.
Your heart is carrying a package without recipient.
Its heavy and you dont know where to go.
You are not weak just because you cry over someone who left.
You are allowed to cry over the person who hurt you.
But, you cannot even sleep and you are not strong not yet.
Pain should not empower and make you a strong person in an instant, no.
Pain should make you feel something.
Healing is not a race to win.
Six,
let go.
It all starts here.