This is probably a blessing, feeling this way.
Someone should write a poetry book about sad girls in airports because omg, you would sell 10,000 copies.
My friendships look like a map of someone bragging about where theyve traveled to.
Dmitry Zvolskiy
New York, Minnesota, Virginia, Toronto, LA, Portland, Texas, Arizona, etc.
This is probably a blessing, feeling this way.
2.For a very very very very VeryTM long time, I believed that feelings were not for me.
That emotions were for ugly people, as Willam Belli once said.
If Im being truly honest, I think I thought they were synonymous with weakness.
That a feeling was a crack in a foundation and too many of them would result in inevitable collapse.
I was the queen of bury it down.
Im trying to forgive myself for the cracks.
I am trying to be more open.
Because the cracks, I think, are important.
I am trying to soften myself.
I am trying to be gentler and say what I mean and tell people the things that I feel.
But more and more I am learning there is a lot of bravery in being open.
In saying, This hurt me, or, I love this, or, I need this.
That level of vulnerability takes a lot boldness, a lot of bravery.
Theres something really wonderful about roasting broccoli and just eating it in a bowl at your house.
It really does wonders, trust me.
4.This video is the best thing on the internet currently and I just have to share it.
What was she thinking?!
What ran through her tiny mind before she jumped?!
One of the greatest unsolved mysteries of all time, truly.
5.The logical side of my brain knows that everything ends.
I know that one of these dayswell all be deadso none of this matters, I do.
I am not someone who feels like I need to be on some endless search for meaning or permanency.
Whether or not I couldve scritched my dog one more time.
Walked her just a little bit longer.
Let her run through the park just one more time.
Ive been thinking about how I dont want us to always sleep with our backs to each other.
We should hold each other just one more time.
Ive never really thought that I was that afraid of death, and I still stand by that.
And I dont know what the answer is to this.
Well, other than the whole someday I will die ending.
But hopefully when that comes this isnt a search Im still writing 1100 words about in an airport.
