Im sorry that I cant say it to your face, but I had to write it somehow.
Sometimes you hurt me so bad that I want to try.
That Im actually somewhat grateful for how amusing you find my fears.
Sophia Sinclair
That I really dont have anything to be afraid of.
That Im not this victim of the world I so often play the role of.
That you accept the parts of me that arent oh-so-great.
That you are brave enough to show me the parts of you that arent so great.
That you are so upfront about your pain, or lack of feeling anything at all.
I wish I could be more honest like that.
Its not even like the troubles melt away or anything like that.
Just full on, open-mouthed, head back laughter.
Thats a fear that Im not so sure you would find funny.
Im sorry that I cant say it to your face, but I had to write it somehow.
I wont say those three words because thats way too easy and its been done too many times before.
And I just really hope you stay.
