I’m happy we met.
I’m happy you loved me.
I’m happy I loved you.
Brooke Cagle
And I won’t be headed anywhere towards you.
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Updated 7 years ago,December 6, 2017
I used to think obviously, that I wouldnt.
That I wouldnt find someone kinder, nicer, sweeter, more attentive than you.
But of course, the world doesnt revolve around you.
You arent the best human being to ever exist.
You made mistakes too.
Brooke Cagle
You did things to me.
Things I chose to ignore.
You used to be my world.
You used to be my safe haven, my church, my saving grace.
But the thing is, is that with time, Ive come to some realizations.
Realizations that I had to find out on my own in my own time.
You werent this perfect person.
But you made me think that you were.
You were almost too good to be true.
I thought I didnt deserve you.
I always wondered why me?
You were gone just like that.
Years have passed and Ive seen glimpses of hope in other peoples eyes that dont look like yours anymore.
I dont dream of you.
I dont lay awake at night wishing you were next to me.
And now, I know with my whole heart, I will find someone else.
I will find someone who will make me laugh harder.
I will find someone who will make me smile wider.
I will find someone who I wont have to take a stab at impress.
I will find someone who will appreciate my flaws.
I will find someone who wont give up on me.
And I will find someone who wont let me go.
And that person, who I used to think would be you, isnt you.
And the funny thing about it is, Im not sad about that fact anymore.
My heart isnt cold.
And Im not angry.
You happened for a reason.
You were my first love.
But thats why they call it a first.
Theres a first for everything but theres also something to be said about seconds and thirds.
Im happy we met.
Im happy you loved me.
Im happy I loved you.
But make no mistake, one day Ill be walking down the aisle on grass covered in flower petals.
And I wont be headed anywhere towards you.
