What I know is that Im destined for bigger things but Im stuck on what I have to do.
Where should I start and how?
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Updated 8 years ago,August 23, 2017
I live a simple life.
Chad Madden
I go to work, meet with friends, and indulge myself with my hobbies.
Every day I strive to be happy because for me, success is happiness.
And every day, I fail.
Well, Im notexactlyunhappy, because I get by and still live.
I feel enjoyment in a lot of things that I do.
Then again, Im not as blissful as I expect to be.
Chad Madden
Often, I think about how far I wouldve come if I were less insecure and more confident.
I wonder what I wouldve accomplished if I pursued more of my interests.
I ponder why other people have more talents and opportunities their way.
Its exhausting and depressing, but I cant help it.
And when everything takes its toll, I end up crying to myself in the dark.
I cry but stay silent, afraid that someone will know and think Im pathetic and pitiful.
Because why should I be entertaining these thoughts?
I also ask myself things that then end up in my pool of tears.
I seriously dont know.
So, for now, Ill just cry.
