Sometimes, Timing Is Just Not In Your Favor

I always believed that love was a choice.

I thought I deserved you.

I found you, fresh after a broken heart.

Elijah Henderson

I knew you understood, that I wasnt whole nor was I complete.

I deserved you, I said.

I just want to say thank you.

Elijah Henderson

Thank you for all the things that you have done, for all the love I received from you.

Thank you for teaching me how to love myself despite all the rough patches we went through.

Im sorry for making you who you are today, bitter, untrusting and most importantly broken.

I thought that I deserved you, and I did but it turns out you didnt deserve me.

You deserved someone much better than me, who can make you laugh in a middle of an argument.

I wasnt that girl, the perfect girl you thought I was when you fell for me.

I am utterly sorry that I hurt you enough that made you hurt me in return.

Maybe Ill be the girl that you deserved.