Staying up late to text you means you matter more than my schedule.
It means you are valued above sleep, above consistency.
It means Im willing to leave my comfort zone for you.
Thought Catalog
Im not a spontaneous person.
I like to figure out my weekend plans early instead of waiting until the last second.
I like to stick to a pre-planned routine.
I am highly predictable.
I am a creature of habit.
I freak out whenever my schedule changes, even the tiniest bit.
The smallest alteration can cause me to spiral.
Im not good with change.
Im uncomfortable with surprises.
I have a hard time acting carefree and spontaneous and going with the flow.
It means I care about what you have to say.
Because I cannot stop thinking about you.
Because I cannot wait until the moment when we meet again.
Its the same with last second plans.
I usually turn down anyone who invites me out without at least a days warning.
I need advance notice.
I need time to prepare myself physically, mentally, and emotionally.
I cannot handle sudden shifts.
I cannot stand being caught off-guard.
I must be too excited to think straight.
I rarely miss out on rest to answer a text.
I rarely leave the house without warning.
I rarely change my schedule even the tiniest bit for anyone.
