Maybe you think I’m stupid enough to give you another chance.
Stop trying to walk back into my life as if you didnt do anything wrong.
Stop pretending the past didnt happen because it makes you uncomfortable.
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Im not going to forget about what you have done, just because a few days have gone by.
Im not going to forgive you because its the easiest thing to do.
Im not going to have a normal conversation with you.
Im not going totext you backwhen we havent even spoken in weeks.
I cant forget the way you spoke to me.
You dont get to walk back into my life as if were friends.
You lost me the second you screwed me over.
You never talked things through with me.
You never owned up to the nasty shit you said.
I wonder if you even feelguiltyabout what went down between us.
If you even remember the words you said to me.
Maybe you dont realize how fucked up your behavior has been.
Maybe you dont realize how often I have been crying because of you.
Maybe you are completely oblivious to what I have been going through lately.
Or maybe you think Im stupid enough to give you another chance.
Im sorry, but Im not the person who will clean up your messes anymore.
I hate the way you are handling the situation.
You are acting like you didnt do anything wrong, like nothing bad happened between us.
You are ignoring the past because thats what you wantmeto do.
You want me to forget.
Youre realizing Im about toraise my standardsand walk away and thats the last thing you want.
That is why you keep pretending.
You remain in denial.
You have created a fantasy land where everything is okay, where you never broke me into pieces.
I would rather have you sit me down and apologize than act like everything is perfectly fine.
It isnotfine.Iam not fine.
Nothing is ever going to be fine between us again.
