It turned out, nothing was the best thing you could ever give.
The nothing inside me created enough space for something to grow love.
How is it possible to feel nothing and everything at the same time?
Miereles Neto
I replayed that moment, hoping that after a thousand times of reminiscing, something would change.
I hated you that much because I loved you so much.
You asked for nothing, you gave nothing.
Miereles Neto
It was only then that I realized nothing can bring so much pain.
Because nothing stays, nothing grows, and nothing kills.
You let me hope for that nothing to turn into everything.
You let me believe that your silence meant something.
You left me with nothing.
The emptiness silenced my screams and hollowed out my existence.
But it is also in that nothing where I found solace.
I found myself in the darkness and it was there where I healed and fixed my broken wings.
It turned out, nothing was the best thing you could ever give.
The nothing inside me created enough space for something to grow love.
With and in that nothing, I found the love I kept on wishing you would give.
And somehow, you did.
But not in the way I expected.
