I don’t have to worry about impressing you anymore.
I don’t have to worry about chasing after you anymore.
I don’t have to worry about trying to be enough anymore.
Vadim Sadovski
I was never going to give up on you.
I was going to continue fighting for you, for us, for what we could potentially become.
I was going to keep chasing you and chasing you until my heart couldnt take it anymore.
Even though watching you walk out of my world hurt like hell, it was also a relief.
It was a wake up call.
It was a warning to stop caring about you, stop thinking about you, stop wondering about you.
Youve made it clear where you stand with me.
Now, I know your feelings arent as strong as mine.
I know we were on two completely different pages.
I know were never going to be together.
I know its time to start the healing process.
Now, I dont have to see your face anymore.
Now, youre out of sight and out of mind.
You cant lead me on anymore.
You cant hurt me anymore.
Thanks for blocking me because I already wasted too much time on you.
I shouldve give up on you a long time ago, but I was stubborn.
I liked you too much.
I didnt want anyone else.
I only wanted you.
But now I know that is never going to happen.
I know my only move is to move on.
I know theres someone else out there for me who is going to value the time we spend together.
Someone who is going to run toward me, not away.
Now that youre out of my world, a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
I dont have to worry about impressing you anymore.
I dont have to worry about chasing after you anymore.
I dont have to worry about trying to beenoughanymore.
I can simply be myself.
I can focus on myself.
I can learn to love myself.
