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Updated 5 years ago,November 17, 2019
This wont last forever,you lie to yourself.
Ill leave them soon,you promise.
And you dont want to.
Alex Blăjan
Because you like how it feels to be wanted.
Even if its wrong and even if its breaking you downslowly.
Maybe its because we are drawn towards fixing what is broken.
And the longer you stay,the longer they win.
Because thats all it will ever be temporary.
You are only going to feel the ups followed by a wave of consistent downs.
As much as you wish it would just pass, it never does.
Because you know deep down, it shouldnt be like this.
I ask you to choose to love yourself today your future self will thank you.
That means cutting ties with something that is corroding you.
Like termites you cannot see,thats how they will destroy you.
Relationships do not have to be 100% chaos.
In fact, the good ones are far from it.
They good ones use communication, love, and understanding to stay afloat.
I know you are searching and aching to have something that feelshealthy.
But the first step is to let go.
Let go like petals in a meadow.
Let go like a pebble tossed in a pond.
But c’mon,let go.
