She pushes others away before they can push her away.
She would rather hurt someone else than wait for them to hurt her.
The ones who have had their hearts torn to pieces.
Ivan Obolensky
She acts like she doesnt care about anyone, because its easier that way.
She pushes others away before they can pushheraway.
She would rather hurt someone else than wait for them to hurther.
If she acts emotionless, then shes indestructible.
Shes like a little kid at a playground.
Acting like shes emotionless is her coping mechanism.
Ivan Obolensky
Its her way to keep everyone at an arms length.
To mask her vulnerability.
Shes built a bubble around herself for protection and runs whenever anyone goes near her.
She takes two steps back whenever they take one step forward.
Besides, if she looks mean, other people will stay away.
They wont want anything to do with her and thats a good thing.
She knows if she makes the mistake of letting anyone too close, theyll see right through her lies.
Theyll realize that she cares more than she lets on.
That shes actually one of the most emotional girls out there.
Secretly, shes sensitive.
She listens closely to every compliment and insult shes given.
She never forgets the way a person looked at her or treated her.
No one ever sees her cry, but that doesnt mean the tears never fall.
She just releases them in secret.
That shes happy with her life and herself.
But in reality, isolating herself from everyone else is only hurting her.
Its making her feel abandoned.
Its making her doubt her purpose in this universe.
She always tries her hardest to look strong.
But, honestly, she doesnt feel strong at all.
