We replaced starting relationships with who can be the first to end it.
If you never slept with them you shouldnt be so emotionally connected right?
They think youre choosing the wrong person but youre not.
God & Man
Driving you both crazy and somehow keeping you sane all at the same time.
Certainpeople, weve implemented rules because of.
Certain people who have us wrapped around their finger.
God & Man
Sometimes it takes your heart a little longer to catch up with your head.
Maybe its a relationship thats just emotional.
We all know having sex with someone consistently and not committing is wrong.
We all can point at that and say thats fucked up they keep doing that.
And we hate ourselves that we keep allowing it.
Because here is someone who makes up every part of a relationship you would want.
And neither of you have had the conversation of is this going anywhere?
Because for some reason or another you each know it wont but that doesnt change how one person feels.
Its just this really deep emotional connection that is impossible to hide.
Social media just helps to be a pawn in this game.
Emotionally leading someone on and falling for them because they did that doesnt make you seemcrazy.
We claim we want love but weve lost sight of what it actually means.
They can and they do.
And they dont owe you an explanation becauseyou arent actually dating.
We shouldnt call them almost relationships because this has turned into what normal dating actually is.
Then we wonder why we are so paranoid and dont trust people.
We dont trust people because they teach us that we cant trust ourselves with the things we feel.
Because everything weve felt in the past led us to dead ends.
Weve replaced caring with pretending we dont.
Weve replaced love with fear.
This has become dating today.
When you have a lot of relationships that just linger and fade out there is no real ending.
When you date someone there is a clear start and end point.
When you have a physical or emotional almost relationship with someone, you dont get closure.
All you get is someone walking away with everything you felt not being able to have reciprocated it.
But you just run in these circles that exhaust you but you cant stop it either.
They dont like us enough to commit but they dont want to let go of us either.
So we stay in this limbo.
And we are left not sure where to go from there or what we can even offer someone new.
We move on yearning what never was but loving them like all of it was so real.
Because it was real to us.
