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Updated 8 years ago,July 12, 2017
Sometimes life feels like a flat line.
But nothing is really great, either.
You live your days.
Franca Gimenez
You fight for the weekends.
You want to shake free from this terrible web.
These days it just feels whatever now.
Franca Gimenez
Its like the color in your mind has disappeared.
And you miss it, that lust for life and how it felt when your mind was challenged.
But college was so long ago.
That passion didnt stay alive.
The rut had won.
And now everything is the same.
But it isnt that easy to make those kinds of changes sometimes.
Its actuallyreallyhard to overcome feeling irrelevant.
I wanted to matter in this world.
I wanted my mind and my creativity to make a difference.
And I knew I was important but I wanted tofeelimportant.
And nothing I was doing was granting that.
It was my own fault.
I was a broken record.
I needed to break free from the drudgery.
I needed to find my spark again.
But I refused to feel irrelevant anymore.
It wouldnt all change overnight.
But you have to believe in it.
Butyou have to wholly immerse yourself in this new world.
Something in you will reignite.
